383. Ya, Its You

I need someone
but not him, whose ripped off my heart
and not really him, who wanted something more than my love
surely not him too, who take me for granted
clearly not him also, who built me with a trust
and give me hope but at the same time
ruins with the whole things with his pride and ego debris
(go & f*** your good self)

Definitely not 'him'
but you, ya you!
who I had no words to resembled
whom to be part of me
completed me
who's balancing my wronged with his right
and who's that person might be
only Allah knows best

18.11.2011

382. Cerita Hari Itu

Antara hembusan nafas yang berulang
mengisi masa yang panjang
masa keraguan, masa penyesalan
menghela masa hadapan

Antara garis halus memisahkan hari ini
ada ketentuan, ada kepasrahan, ada keredhoan
menghadapi masa depan

Antara kerinduan ini
adanya keinsafan, membaluti penerimaan
walau jauh atau jarak memisah
hanya takdir pemberi jawapan

16 Oct 2011